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HoH is so important, if it doesn’t go to me, Clear, Tree, or Penelope I’m gonna be so scared and paranoid all week. I want to win it to get rid of the deadweight which would be Carrie Samara or Luba. They barely talk game and I never know what they’re thinking and doing and with only 10 people here, it’s just a sign that I am not a priority for them

I also want to win hoh to show Sheila she can trust me. I don’t know if she does and I don’t think that she does but she wouldn’t be nominated if I win unless some crazy shit goes down

This is crunch time babes, I’ll be trying my best <3 been having fun tho so thank you

Nawr not Sidney saying me and Mindy are playing the best games Nawr im scurred

DR QUESTION: Who do you think is in the best and worst position in the house and why?

Best - not to be cocky but maybe me?! Jk I think I might actually be on some peoples radar but potentially Mindy because she’s playing just as good of a social game but I think she appears less threatening than I do

Worst - maybe Luba? I don’t think anyone here is that close to her or would mind seeing her go

Well, someone won hoh that I felt I would be fucked if they won. I hope I'm wrong but I won't be shocked if I find myself nominated and evicted this week. I'll try my best but I don't feel good about it. If only I could even pull out a fucking comp win but no such luck. I don't like my odds of staying next to anyone on the block to be fairly honest but...yea

DR Question: What do you think of some of the competitions being posted hours in advance, so that contestants can prepare themselves ahead of the live start-time? Do you prefer it? Dislike it? Indifferent?

I don’t have too much of an opinion on this but it really just depends on what the comp is I guess. Some people might have more time to prepare than others so in that case I find it maybe a little unfair but like not horribly. I would just say I’m indifferent

Also I know my last dr was so dramatic for no reason I’m sorry

We live for your DR <3

Penelope, what do you mean Samara would want you to use the veto on her? How the fuck are y’all suddenly besties?! Fucking weird if you ask me

Samara I got my fuckin eyes on your crazy ass girl whatever game you’re trying to play I respect it 0%

Idk what I want to do this week tbh. I kind of want to keep Carrie here so that I can make it so that I can nominate her and not someone else

Part of what I like to do about the votes is act like I have no control or power in it when I am actually trying to subtly sway things. I wanted Sidney to go but didn’t want to seem like a leader in that conversation. I want Mindy to go should Sheila renom her but I don’t want to seem like a leader in that conversation, I want it to look like the vote is out of my control but I’m telling Sheila the votes will be there and I’ll be telling certain people I think it’s best for Mindy to go while to people I know she’s close to I will tell them I hate that she’s up and I don’t want to vote her out but it seems like the majority is already there — only so that these allies don’t think I played a role in their friend going home

How did Penelope escape the block after she put Sheila up? CURIOUS CURIOUS

Alright hmmm now I’m not sure what I want. I’ll log out and come back later but I did want Mindy to go before and now I’m not so sure… Mindy is campaigning to me and Carrie is not.

I’m going to KILL MYSELF

TREE WANTS TO THROW A SYMPTJY VOTE FOR MINDY TO BE ON HER GOOD SIDE??? YOU FUCKONG KIDDING ME BRUH

SAMARA LUBA AND TREE VOTING TO KEEP MINDY
NANCY CLEAR PENELOPE VOTING TO KEEP CARRIE

LIKE TREE WE WERE SUPPOSED TO VOTE TOGETHER. WHY YOU DOING THIS TO ME

Here’s the situation to me yall

I don’t really trust Mindy or Carrie all that much at all. However Mindy at least does speak with me so that’s something that’s a leg up

Carrie would be good for me to leave I don’t see her keeping me if I’m ever up. Then again if she stays I have an easy person to nominate

Mindy on the other hand I don’t think would come for me either just given how easily some other people are feeling about voting her out.

But all the ones who are my allies are keeping Carrie. Why would I vote against the people im working with to vote with the people I would nominate if I won hoh and keep someone im not all that confident in

Contemplating flipping a coin at this point TEEHEE

TREE I WANT TO FUCKING STRANGLE YOU BRO WDYM YOU WANT ME TO MAKE THE DECISION YOU PUSSY. LEMME SLIDE INTO MINDYS DMS AND TELL HER OMINOUSLY THAT OTHER BITCHES MIGHT NOT BE TRUTHFUL SO THAT MY VOTE CAN SEEM MORE SINCERE AND SHE CAN GO TO JURY THINKIN I KEPT HER AND NOT TREE BOO BITCH

Mindy doesn’t deserve to be blindsided I’m trying to give her the hints but she’s not picking up on it