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Penelope, you’re pissing me the fuck off too! Fuck all y’all like kiss my ass I know I’m the only one putting extensive thought into this and shit like I hate it here

More identity guess time

Clear - TJ
Sheila - John
Penelope - Kathy
Nancy - Anferny
Mindy - Tumi
Luba - ?
Samara - ?
Carrie - ?
Tree - BIGGEST MYSTERY ON THE GD PLANET

Sidney was Keyshawn

NOT ME TELLING MINDY WHAT I THINK THE VOTE COUNT WILL BE AND SHE DONT BELIEVE ME… GONNA PRETEND IM ASLEEP

Bonus thing I think comes out of this is people remember Sidney saying everyone will go home over me and Mindy and I hope the is shows it wasn’t and isn’t true and people start to get tired of keeping Carrie here and finally vote her out when she’s on the block next

It just sucks that I can’t explain my reasonings for this vote right now because it would expose too much. I can’t tell Mindy that I voted her out because I’m close with Clear and don’t want her to stay and win hoh and put her up. I can’t tell her that all the people I have been working with expected this vote out of me and going against it would be breaking trust with all of the people I have solid trust with right now. I can’t tell her that Tree told me she wanted to her to go too and just gave her a pity vote, like Mindy is not aware of tree being fake as fuck like that because I can’t say that right now. I’ll explain it if I can later but right now I can’t. So I understand her feelings toward me and if she holds onto that forever then that’s just something I’ll have to deal with but I tried to give her as much of a heads up as I could and I did mean it that I think she deserves better. It’s just I felt like I was in a shitty position. I should have told Penelope about how much Mindy was wanting to keep her last week but Penelope seemed really stuck in her ways and there was no swaying that. I tried to tell Nancy if we like Mindy more than Carrie then why are we evicting her but she said she just wanted to do what Sheila wanted. I tried to see if the flip could happen because I did not feel like it made the most sense for me to keep her AS THE FLIP VOTE. Like I had multiple reasons to evict her and I know I was not at the top of her trust list. :/ Ugh

Carrie is so stupid and annoying like rot dumbass ho

Penelope Amari wrote:Mindy, it was me, I did vote you out. It’s hard to explain now. While I do appreciate you keeping me, there was a lot at stake with this vote and as odd as it will sound, I talk to Carrie more. I’ll be happy to elaborate once I get voted out.

At this point I am backdooring the fuck out of your ass if I win. What do you mean you talk to Carrie more? Carrie is never here

Like I’m so serious like I want her out so bad like so so bad like now

IM GOING FERAL SIMBA. I HAVE RAGE

LMFAOOO

WHY. IS. PENELOPE. NOT. WORRIED. ABOUT. NANCY. WINNING. HOH

I hate these motherfuckers with the truce shit YOU SERVE ME NO PURPOSE NOW FOR ME YOU GOTTA GO BITCH

Me when I think about what I contribute to my alliances

BUT CLEAR IS MY BABY LIKE DEADASS IF I DIDNT WIN HOH I WANTED IT TO BE HER

Late night thoughts — starting to wonder how I’m going to get Clear out of here. She’s my best ally and I need her here but I don’t think I could beat her at the end not only have difficulty beating her in the end game comps but also difficulty beating her in a final vote. I’m getting way ahead of myself but it’s something I’m thinking about since I don’t ever want to cut her . If I have a shot to push her to go ever so subtly I will but I don’t want to be a direct cause of it. Usually how Im feeling about Sophia in games but I need her for now so no backstabbing anytime soon

Not the identity announcement… how annoying. I’m trying my best to lie about what activities I’m doing so ppl can’t check my tweets and see I’m doing that lmao but we all have identity guesses the thing to do about it is speculate here and not say SHET

My goal for the next 3 rounds is Carrie/Luba/Samara leaving and then from there it should be a blood bath. My hope is that people think of me in a couple of ways

1. Easy to beat in comps
2. Easy to sway, manipulate
3. Someone with little power in the game and has hardly done anything but be active
4. Bad jury management

I want people to think all of these things about me so that they believe I am the best person to take with them to the end. I can’t bank on winning end game comps, that would be ideal to get myself there and ya never know, it is def possible, but that can’t be my main plan. I am hoping everyone thinks of me as an ideal person to take to the end thinking they can easily beat me. This is why I need Carrie/Luba/Samara out too. I genuinely don’t think anyone is after me and that has been my goal from the start, make everyone feel comfortable with me

IM SL DRUBK I FANT SEE STAIGHT INWQJT TO GO OFF ON BITCHES HUT TUCK

IM SONSAD ISTREE TOOD CLEAR SHE WOULD VOTE ME PUT IM LITERALY CRYING

Tatum Riley wrote:IM SONSAD ISTREE TOOD CLEAR SHE WOULD VOTE ME PUT IM LITERALY CRYING

Oh help Zksksnsnd so tree explained to me what had happened here but I was legit about to cry in the club