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LMAO… I THOUGHT I WAS VOTING ALONE LMAO NOT MY VOTE HELPING OUT SOME MYSTERY ALLIANCE PROBABLY. It doesn’t matter cuz even if I did do Kia, it would have been 3-4… but still what the fuck?

I DONT LIKE HAVING TO LIE ABOUT MY VOTE I TRULY THOIGHT IT WOJLD BE HINKY

IM GOING TO KMS

Bored so I’m currently making notes that I probably won’t need!

Identity guess (some I've had for a long time and just haven't said them)

Carrie White - No idea
Clear Rivers - TJ (maybe Slimm, but I don't think Slimm would play)
Luba Gibbs - No idea, I've thought maybe Keyshawn but idk
Mindy Meeks - No clue but maybe like an Amanda?
Nancy Thompson - No idea
Penelope Amari - No idea, possibly a Josh or Omair?
Samara Morgan - If I didn't know any better, I would think this is Hailey Burns
Sheila Kopecky - John
Sidney Prescott - Kathy?
Tatum Riley - SKANK
Tree Glebman - No idea
Kia Waterson - No idea
Thomasin - Greg
Rhonda LeBeck - Calvin
Carol Anne Freeling - Coco
Mary Mason - No Idea

Tree and Penelope being my top allies and I have no idea who they are is driving me nuts

I’ll be trying my best I’m just not in my creative mind right now. I’ll give it my best but I’m not confident I’ll be able to turn out some winning material in the next 12ish hours (I’ll need it done before I go to work since the deadline is basically when I get home from work)

Your best is all we can ask <3

I'm not the proudest of that but I really only wrote it in like 4ish hours since I know I have to sleep and work tomorrow up until the deadline. rip

Alright yall something hit me …

Nancy keeps talking about how confident she is in her story… and if she’s right about it being good I’m trying to think of

- who is a good writer?
- who is someone that is very opinionated?
- who is someone that can sometimes fly off the handle with their emotions?!?

ITS FUCKING ANFERNY. I couldn’t see it cuz he’s not some little animated freak like Gingy or baby p… BUT I SEE IT NOW

Not Mindy coming in last after being confident about her story 🥴

Slightly disappointed I didn’t win but I’m not really surprised either, I know I can and have done better but I was writing at like 2am and didn’t have the amount of time I would have liked. I also know I’m never the best writer in the room lol, I try my best and that’s all I can really do. I feel like I’ve gone out on a limb for Nancy more than I usually do for allies- by trying to make Pen not even nominate her last week and voting to keep her immediately without hesitation, I hope she can see that I’m a valuable ally for her to have. If she makes the mistake of nominating me, then that is just her loss and there is not much more I can do about it since I feel I have done all I can to prove loyalty to her. If she is Anferny like I expect, I don’t think she would tell me I’m 100% safe with her and she wants to prove her loyalty to me only to go and put my knife in my back. We will see. I expect her to nominate Penelope and Tree. Which is also bad for me but I didn’t win the hoh when I needed to and that’s my fault. The first mistake I made was not winning the endurance hoh and it’s been a snowball since where I’m losing people I don’t want to lose

Operation kissing Nancy’s ass is underway I really hope she keeps me safe dawg like as much as I don’t want Penelope or Tree on the block, I don’t want a renom to be made because idk if it’ll be me. I really don’t think it will be but you know how I’m so fucking paranoid

I’m laying it on SO THICK with Nancy it’s not even funny. I do enjoy her as an ally tho so it’s not like I’m lying. But if she nominates Pen and Luba and leaves it the same IM VOTING LUBAS ASS OUT OF HERE BITCH LMAO LIKE IMAGINE IF I STILL GET WHAT I WANT WHEN IM NOT HOH I CAN ONLY DREAM

Then next week would be the PERFECT week to win hoh and put up Carrie and Samara since I have no alliances with them Omg it would be so good and I could prove my loyalty to all my allies scattered all around the house iktr

CAUGHT EM

many people have that opinion!

I think most people don’t

OF COURSE TREE IS PICKED TO PLAY IN THE VETO. GONNA GO KMS

Oh not me being picked to play in the veto. I wanna win it to keep noms the same but I’m not gonna hold my breath I can’t win shitttt so I expect the worst case scenario which is tree winning and deciding to use it on Penelope

You bitches are fucking ugly as shit for this veto and I hope you all rot

IM SO SICK OF GETTING SECOND PLACE IN EVERY COMP I COMPETE IN I LITERALLY WANNA KMS