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When I come to your DR and it's actual insight into the GAME! That's why you're fan fave!

Gale Weathers wrote:When I come to your DR and it's actual insight into the GAME! That's why you're fan fave!

Purr of course I alway be thinking

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Omg it’s so cute

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god damn it

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Me when I’m decapitated by the garage door

Tatum Riley wrote:

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Me when I’m decapitated by the garage door

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Just for funsies I’m gonna try to talk to Nancy about how alone I feel and like I am not sure I have much going on in this game for myself and how I’m a loner and blah blah blahhhhh set your sights on someone else MAAM not meeee

When I get home I got some thoughts…. I find myself in a dilemma. Primarily I went to Nancy to try and not be a target for her anymore and I feel like I’ve talked myself out of targeting her too … which leaves me in a sticky place

Feeling very similarly to how I did in bbqas when I stayed in the tie vote and knew nobody was targeting me going into the next week but too scared to throw the hoh and that specific hoh absolutely set my game up in flames. I’ve always told myself one of my biggest mistakes on that game was not throwing that… but god if I throw this and leave I’ll be pisseD SHJFSGJGKJDGKG … choices choices

It really is fuck Tree and Penelope in here. I want to put up Samara and I'm not sure which of the two I would put up next to her but at this point it feels like my only option. If they are out here making Nancy, Samara, and Carrie feel good with them and target me and Clear, I clearly can't trust them. Period. They can say they have my back all they want but they dont. I do feel betrayed even if they were saying those things to just save me. They have a final 5 group that doesn't include me. That's enough evidence for me to know I'm not in their plans


I feel like if I win hoh I might be extra as fuck and be like: "If your name isn't clear, Id be worried about if I'm going up. I know there is an alliance of all of you minus me and clear so as far as I'm concerned, I can't make a wrong move with whoever I nominate as long as it's not her. Voting to keep me isn't enough to be safe since I know that the motivation for that was because you all think I'm weak and can't win anything while Sheila had already shown that she can. So if you want to DM to plead for why I shouldn't put your game at risk like you all were ok with doing to me, I'm waiting"

thats too extra though I'll probably be more chill...who am I kidding, I wont win LOL LOL ....

I feel like thats really unhinged I kinda wanna do it

WELL FUCK ME LOL LOL NOT ME SPILLING EVERYTHING TO NANCY JUST FOR TREE TO WIN HOH bruh whatever man, if i go, i go I'm seriously like fuck this dude. SDFLKJDSFLKSD I tried to be on the good side of nancy so im covered on all sides but I might have said too much

this is what i sent to nancy that i edited out with an x

Okay so first thing, remember during the beginning of the game, Tree made that group called "Three Girls Hugging A Tree" that quickly died because she believed the lies that Thomasin had spread about you? Well, after believing Thomasin's lies, she made a group with just the three of us and named it "Three Girls Saying Fuck Nancy" -- of course, I didn't believe the lies that Tree had believed. When you were on the block, as I told you, I voted on my own within 5 minutes of voting being open (posting it in the way you can see the time stamp)

Eviction Votes Empty Re: Eviction Votes
Post by Tatum Riley Sat 2 Apr - 20:06:03

I’m drunk and haven’t talked to anyone about this and will probably pass the fuck out and not be able to campaign for this to happen but I’m going to vote in my best interest and then hope for the best and maybe campaign for it if I am coherent enough later

I AM VOTING TO SAVE NANCY.

They thought that I didn't keep you, I mean, I believe it was very obvious that I was a vote to keep you here but they at least acted like they thought that I voted how they had wanted me to. I don't take orders from ANYONE. Ever.

So the fact that they were good with you after doing all this seemed weird to me. I understood the Sidney target but I def did not believe that Tree and Penelope deserved a pass. Also don't forget that Penelope and Samara had a weird feud at the beginning and then all the sudden theyre besties? I've noticed this and it's been weird to me. Like who the fuck is she actually after if she's with everyone??

This was sent to me Saturday night (clearly before the stab hoh which was the next day)

Tree Gelbman wrote:
Tatum… when I tell you, you have to stay calm. I am pleading that you just keep it between us. I am scared of this person winning HOH next week and if they know I ratted this out I am done for okay? So please just do not freak out. Nancy was pushing you as renom.

Tree Gelbman wrote:
Yeah Nancy asked me if I would vote you out. Knowing that Clear would not put you up, I said yeah just to keep her at ease. But I would never do that Tatum. I hope you know that.

Tree Gelbman wrote:
I feel like me and you are good no matter what this week except you obviously might be in danger with Nancy

Here is saturday with pen

Penelope Amari wrote:
I really do think we need to regroup with Tree and figure out a plan and we need an HOH. I’ve been observing and Sheila/Clear/Nancy are too close.

Im including this only because it's evidence that she is trying to make me feel like i need to be against you guys and like she is all i have
Penelope Amari wrote:
No, Clear didn’t mention anything, but Nancy told me Clear was waiting to hear if the votes were there. And she told me Clear shit talks you. I don’t trust either one of them honestly at this point, but I’m going to smile.

Penelope sent me these quotes from you before the hoh
This is her reply and after that I dipped till Clear put Samara up.

I just talked to Samara and we’re both down to evict Tatum. The girl has EVERYONE!!! She’s literally aligned w the whole house and it’s left her untouched up to this point. I’m asking you and Tree to see if the votes would even be there but I think this could be a solid move to help us get further. This jury is gonna be SO mad when they find out the 4 sent them home one by one lmao

Penelope Amari wrote:
And please don't think I would pick them over you, I would never and that needs to be crystal clear. I want Nancy out of here because she's back to doing too much.

They all say things to me very sweetly and I am a kind hearted person but I do not let my emotions cloud my logic. When they both clearly threw the HoH to Samara it clicked to me that they didn't really care about me in this game as much as they promise and that hurts yea but your receipts make this hurt even less and now im just mad. I feel really badly having to do all of this because I wanted to believe they were there for me but I'm not stupid. I know they kept me over Sheila because I'm less likely to win a comp not because they actually care for me here. I know their ideal would be a final 4 of them two, samara, and carrie.

Yall, I am so deadass, Samara is winning this game

IM A DIRTBAG LOL LOL LOL

But anyway here is my new dilemma -- Penelope and Tree are an obvious final 2. Going to final 3 with them would be absolutely dumb as rocks.

Samara needs to go because her jury management is the best and she beats anyone, deadass.

Nancy wont speak to me, rightfully so, since I just chucked her ass so far utb. I was not willing to be on the block next to clear who has won veto a million times. No maam. I had to make sure nothing was me. sigh

So heres the bottom line... I feel like Samara is my biggest threat to the end. I feel like there could be potential for either Tree or Penelope to take me out before final 3 but Samara would probably take me out before then, I dont know and plus she has a better chance of winning the game, period. She is fast, just as fast as tree if she needs to be so she is a threat in her own right too. Tree and Penelope continue to have my back even after I basically tried to cross them, but probably pushes them closer together and me on the side. Issue is the person I would put next to samara is nancy and they would vote nancy out. idk... im gonna think on it.

Im thinking a lot about these noms and after talking it over I have a lot of reasons to do a lot of different things. I could talk about jury perception or getting to the end and I truly do not want to be playing for 3rd or 4th or anything -- I am playing to win, period. I know that not nominating Tree and Penelope could like extremely foolish and dumb to the jury and it would be something that I would have to explain should I even make it to the end but I am thinking about how next week is final 5 and I need to anticipate what each of these people would do with that final 5 hoh.

If I take out Tree/Penelope --- Nancy/Samara win hoh, I am certainly the target and likely going up next to Penelope and need the veto in order to stay. I am willing to bet this would be the same scenario if Carrie were to win hoh. The remaining of Tree/Penelope loses trust in me

If I take out Nancy/Samara --- Tree/Penelope win hoh. HOPEFULLY and most likely nominate Samara and Carrie. One wins veto I would probably be renom but probably stay in a tie vote

If I take out Carrie -- simply does really nothing for me, I would have Nancy and Samara still after me (but potentially more likely to target the duo), the duo of Tree and Penelope still here, to target Nancy BUT at the same time, Carrie is not someone that I think would be winning hoh and putting me up in hardly any scenario.

What I am considering is the fact that I really do think that Nancy and Samara are a duo and have Carrie under their wing while Tree and Penelope are a duo with Tree being an exceptional comp threat and Penelope being viewed as a bigger goat than I am. I am stuck in that I feel like I am not in a great spot and this comp cannot be my only win if I want to win this game.

Right now, I feel like I need to do Samara and Nancy it’s just what my gut is telling me because I feel like it gives me the best chance of making it through the final 5 and into final 4 which is my main priority right now. I really think the jury is not going to respect it at all and everyone is going to trash me and say im a flop what else is new. I just want to make it to the end of this game and need to do something that I think will help get me there even though I don't think it's looking all that great