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For the killer vote, I will vote Carol

Congrats on surviving your first time on the block! Were you surprised you didn't get any votes? How do you think that helps - or hinders - your game moving forward?

I started to feel safer and safer as I talked to people, but you never know. I think this put me into some groups of underdogs, I’ll entertain it, but Tree and Tatum are still my mains. I think being the killers nominee will make getting no votes easier. It’s more a “we won’t do what the killer wants” more than it was “save Penelope”.

I’m having a full blown meltdown today. Hopefully I can hide it on here and just smile, nod and play it cool. I’m not a fan of them having so much time to study posters. I’m pretty good with posters, but I don’t think I’m the biggest movie buff on this cast.

Updated ID Guess List

Tatum - Rae
Rhonda - Calvin
Thomasin - Dale
Carol - John

Tree is really fucking me up. Who is old enough to be a 7 year CEO assistant? Amanda but she’s an accountant. Tree could be lying. I lie about my life saying I have a cat.

I smell eau de Ethan in here too, just not sure who yet.

Meltdown irl or game life? Sending all the love!

Irl, ty ily

The game is great, no complaints here.

Now, who uses that annoying ass purrr? If Samara's ass Anferny? It would make sense & I know he's become a forum game whore so he's probably somewhere here.

*Is

I'm a little bummed that I lost by a few minutes. It's one of the comps I could win. I wasn't sure I wanted it though and I got stuck on Saw for a minute. I wasn't even sold that it was right, it was just the most right looking one. Cabin in the Woods was another one I toyed with using. At least Tree won though. I hope I'm not wrong in trusting her so much, but I do and I feel safe.

Tree gives such bad bitch "I only can be the top bitch" energy that I have to fan myself sksksk. Let her be someone fun plsssss

Also, where's Josh? I feel like I can sense him easily and I just cannot. I'm shocked if he's not playing. He can't be Nancy can he? Nawww

My poor baby Tree. I fear if my guesses are right & that Calvin is Rhonda & Thomasin is Dale, I feel like Kia will leave if Rhonda goes up, but I will support my girl in whatever move she wants to make & I'll pick up the pieces after. I hope this works for her though. I don't want Tree in trouble.

I think I just figured out why loyalty is so important to me now versus winning these games. I like playing, it's just fun, it's a challenge, it's nice to test yourself & it's a distraction, a hobby. That's not enough to keep my interest though. I NEED someone or something that makes want to log in every day. Right now I like talking about Bridgerton with Tatum & I like getting messages from Tree. That makes me happy to log on and read. If they leave, it gets super fucking boring and then I have to force feed myself a bunch of conversations I don't care to have. It's a catch 22 bc winning is fun too, but the entire journey there needs to be fun or my ass is too bored & I give up. As Lana Mojo & Piper made me want to log in & then fucking Mojo over & sticking it to that cast was my drive to log in.

damn wish u would've figured out what loyalty was in both of poseys games

In my defense, I was loyal to you, but more to Millie & she convinced me Josh was after her & that he should go. But tea.

If it helps, Hikari was my reason to log on Survivor Evo.

and all stars?

Amber Freeman wrote:and all stars?

You were 2nd for my loyalty in All Stars, but I was loyal