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I had a lightbulb just click so im trying to formulate my thoughts on in here

I have been stuck in the past hour on how do I get Samara out of her? Well.. I dont. I dont think its happening period and Penelope and Tree are going to keep her cuz they think shes better for their game

BUT WAIT...why dont i just tell Samara, hey you are not my target. You have the votes to stay, I know Nancy has been trying to get me evicted for a number of weeks and it only makes sense for me to target her but I need someone next to her and given everything I do think it makes sense to nominate you. HOWEVER YOU ARE FULLY STAYING! We can go into final 5 with you me and Carrie and then Penelope and Tree being under the impression that you and I are against one another and they are in a sweet spot in between us when really we know that we cannot let them get to the end together. theyd probably cut Carrie at final 5 if they win the hoh, thinking that you and I being in the final 4 with the two of them will mean that you would cut me given the chance and I would cut you but really we would cut the one that doesnt win hoh or veto. But if you or Carrie win the final 5 hoh then we could take out one of that duo at final 5 anyway and go into final four with me you carrie and one of the duos anyway

I FEEL LIKE A GENIUS FOR THIS PLAN the only problem is that I dont know how to say it to Samara, if she would bite or rat it out in a situation where it could benefit her to do so...maybe ill send it to her in different pieces, but first starting with the idea of letting her know she is a pawn and I have a longer term plan that I will let her in on....THINKING THINKING

See see ive been worried about getting the votes against Samara but if I am able to pull that off i think id win yup (I dont know if im able to pull this plan off but its a better path in my head than what I have had so far)

In the event Carrie wins veto and saves one of them I feel screwed and it’s tempting to get Tree out but if tree goes im next. But then again maybe I would increase my chances of winning veto at f5 if I were to take out tree in that scenario. Idk… it would be very not ideal

Feeling lowkey like Nicole Anthony bb21 FINALLY winning final 6 hoh and having to decided between two duos, one having her back more but being bigger comp threats and one duo maybe not being as threatening but def more favorable for the jury. Difference is I know Samara is just as good as Tree but wasn’t here yesterday during the comps to show how fast she is too. Tree has my back more than Samara it’s as simple as that. Every time I try to ask myself if I’m making the wrong choice I just remind myself that if I’m taking out everyone’s top option for next week then EYEM sliding into that spot… and I really think tree would have my back going into final 5 especially if I convince her that Carrie would have used the veto on one of these people to try and force me to put her up and out

NOBODY IS HERE LIKE WHY AM I THE ONLY OBSESSED FREAK WHO CHECKS THE FORUM ONCE AN HOUR I KNOW ITS ONLY 6 OF US LEFT BUT LIKE

I am so sure Carrie Nancy and Samara are gonna be trying to push and force me to put up tree I ain’t eeevvveeerrr gonna be pressured into doing something for other people I am NAWT a fool that would be a move that would 100% make me 5th place yup yup

Tatum Riley wrote:NOBODY IS HERE LIKE WHY AM I THE ONLY OBSESSED FREAK WHO CHECKS THE FORUM ONCE AN HOUR I KNOW ITS ONLY 6 OF US LEFT BUT LIKE

This is such a mood

Penelope’s pfp makes me wanna die why did she change it to that

That comp was a little more even than I had thought that it would be.. gives me some hope about my abilities to win moving forward. Thank you Nancy for praising Samara on the way out, I really hope that makes Pen and Tree realize that she does have to be next for sure. One of them needs to win hoh next week and put up carrie and samara boom

I want to try to be in a position where Tree and Penelope want me in the final 3 with them and Carrie and Samara want me in the final 3 with them. The problem is the relationship between Samara and Penelope.... I want to wedge in between that but I don't know how I possibly could. If Samara were to win the final 5 hoh, I think it would be best for her to put up Tree and Penelope although she might do Tree and myself. It's not over for me if Samara wins the hoh, its just going to be a lot lot trickier to try and do something about it. I think if Carrie wins, I'm good. If Tree or Penelope win, I'm good.

I think I'm right about how they would maybe want Carrie out at 5th so that final 4 is me and Samara taking each other out instead of us maybe turning on each other.....hmm its just tricky

I really wish I had won that veto I know I was close and I had it on the tip of my fingers I just let it slip. I wanted to prove that I'm not a comp flop and I can win shit. I have an hoh and theres still the narrative that I cant win shit (i mean, just from nancy...who is a bitter ass little betty, but I'll talk to you after the game oomfie). I know that I can. and I will try

Nancy is so stubborn that she can't see my point of view. I dont know how she doesnt see that she was in the way for me. Samara is the biggest threat to win yea i been saying that but unfortunately there is nobody i could put her up against to make her go. Up next to Carrie? All the votes to stay. Up next to Tree? Carrie and Nancy keep her. Up next to Penelope? Nancy and Carrie keep her. It just wasn't happening so my only option was to take out someone that I know gets in my way of doing the plan I mentioned above, being in the middle of tree/penelope and potentially carrie/samara. Hopefully the jury isn't as dense

Morning hosts!

Today is a very important day to determine my fate in this game!

I’ve been meaning to talk to Samara more about the end game but she has hardly responded to me, so I don’t think I will have much luck pitching my idea to her that we should keep each other safe at f5, her if she wins hoh or has a vote or me with my vote. I also don’t want her to use any information I tell her against me and tell tree and Penelope that I’m trying to do that because then I def ruin it for myself.

I will feel fairly confident that I’m making the final 4 if Tree, Penelope, or Carrie win the hoh. If Samara wins I don’t think it’s over for me but it is if tree wins the veto lmao

Good morning production fave!

Gale Weathers wrote:Good morning production fave!

Awe 🥺🥺🥺

WE GONNA GO ON A RANT RN BBY

I know that part of my game is mentioning how I don’t win things. It’s to make people less threatened by me. I know I consciously put in work to make myself seem like less of threat and therefore I am not shocked when people perceive me as weak both in a comp sense and a strategic sense, my goal is to later explain how that was all part of my overall plan.

But can someone fucking explain to me how the FUCK I AM TO BLAME THAT PENELOPE AND TREE ARE STILL HERE? I DIDNT WIN AN HOH UNTIL FINAL 6, AND AT THIS POINT MY HANDS WERE TIED AND I NEEDED THEM. WHY WAS TAKING OUT NANCY THEIR DIRTY WORK BUT SAMARA TAKING OUT SHEILA WASNT THEIR DIRTY WORK????? LIKE WHAT THE FUCK. SAMARA HAD THE OPPORTUNITY TO AS WELL AND DIDNT. At this point in the game it would have been absolutely IDIOTIC for me to put up anyone but the two people that I did. If Nancy won HoH and put up Tree and Penelope, and Penelope still won veto I WOULD HAVE GONE UP AND PROBABLY GONE HOME WITH SAMARA AND PENELOPE KEEPING TREE OVER ME. LIKE WHATS NOT CLICKING? IF I TOOK OUT TREE THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN YOUR DIRTY WORK NANCY AND THEN ID BE IN FINAL 5 WITH YOU SAMARA AND CARRIE BEING ALL GOOD TOGETHER, PENELOPE ALL PISSED AT ME, AND INELIGIBLE FOR HOH. I don’t get what is so hard to understand about that

Not to mention that if I DID leave at final 8 which could have been a very real possibility, I was going to leave here implying Nancy is playing the best game and deserves to win. That’s what I mean when I said in the eviction thread that I respect her more than she will know. I know she would have been bragging about her game if she got to the end so idk why she’s acting like it’s not a good move to take her out

I keep ranting and feeling like I’m repeating myself lmaooo but … I’m just frustrated. I feel like it’s so frequent in games that I save an ally FOR MY OWN PROTECTION and people don’t give me any credit for it. Instead, im their bitch. It happened in MOTT when I saved Iman in a double — because by keeping her I went into the final 5 smack dab in the middle between two duos, guaranteed myself final 3, won the final hoh and took Iman with me but she got ALL THE CREDIT for my move of saving her because she had friends in the jury who were voting for her no matter what. I saved Sophia in Dale’s zoom game during the double BECAUSE SOPHIA WAS GOOD FOR ME like I knew if she left I would not be in a good spot, and after I did that, Omair was like “?? What happened to the Rae from Poseys that was willing to cut her?” LIKE THAT WAS A DIFFERENT GAME AND IT MADE SENSE TO CUT HER THEN?! IN DALES, KEEPING HER WAS FOR ME NOT FOR HER (I mean yes a small part of it was of course for the bestie but also logically, it made sense). I feel like it’s fairly obvious that mostly everything I do in a game is FOR ME and for SELFISH REASONS so why does anyone ever act like I’m anyones bitch?! Irritating

YOURE A FAT SLUT FOR MAKING IT A DOUBLE

I was banking on being able to campaign for myself at final 5 both to not be a nominee and to get votes to go my way but a double makes that more unlikely. I’ll try my best

I'm not gonna say your birthday and Easter made this double happen but...

BITCH IF IM NOT EVEN GONNA MAKE IT THROUGH THE DOUBLE SKSKSKDKKD IM CACKLING OK

1. TONIGHT: HOH, Noms, Veto, Eviction, HOH, Noms, Veto, Eviction Vote Opens for 12 hours

OR

TONIGHT: HOH

I would prefer just hoh and a main reason for that is 5 and final 4 are super important and myself and others should be given the opportunity to campaign to stay and such. All of that happening in one night will eliminate the possibility of someone truly being able to fight for themselves

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2. FRIDAY: OFF FOR EASTER

Okay so Friday I can’t do any comps so I would prefer off

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3. SATURDAY: OFF FOR EASTER

OR

SATURDAY: COMPS (GIVE A TIME)

Honestly I can do anything any time on Saturday sksksksk but if it’s that we were to have Friday off and Sunday I guess it would make sense to also do Saturday unless it works for everyone else that’s still here at this stage to do it

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4. SUNDAY: OFF FOR EASTER

OR

SUNDAY: COMPS (GIVE A TIME)

Can’t do Sunday at all

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5. MONDAY: OFF FOR EASTER

OR

MONDAY: COMPS (GIVE A TIME)

Whenever

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Of course I have work during the week but I won’t let that keep me from endurance comps or such like that.