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Dear lord I pray Penelope uses this HOH wisely and doesn’t fucking nominate me

“Something special.” “An idea I had.” PENELOPE WTF DOES THAT MEAN GIRL

Sigh. I’m fucking annoyed. I could be fucked if I don’t win this veto. God I fucking hate Thomasin. I can’t wait to find out she is so I can cuss her out in real time lmfao (kidding. To a degree)

Mark my words, Thomasin will be leaving this house before me.

Shitting bricks on a Saturday

Funny. It’s been so silent today.

I feel like I don’t have the people I think I have. Otherwise, it wouldn’t be so quiet. I know what it feels like to be a dead girl walking. This is that feeling.

I know exactly where I went wrong too lmfao. I shouldn’t have painted a target on Thomasin. Shouldn’t have fought. Shouldn’t have dropped her name. I literally said I was gonna keep my mouth shut and I didn’t listen lmfao. Well, consider this a lesson learned. I feel like I’m gonna be evicted. Why are my allies so quiet ? Hm. The silence speaks volume. Sidney avoiding my question when I asked her if I had her vote spoke volumes. Tatum doing the same. Volumes.

AND NOW CLEAR IS IN MY DMS CONFIRMING SHIT LMFAOOOOOOO

You know what bitch, the gloves are off. If I’m going down, this entire FUCKING house will crumble with me. Fuck fighting to stay. I’m gonna fight to get evicted lmfaoo. It was fun knowing y’all but this season is horror themed and I’m about to go on a fucking MASSACRE and bring every bitch in the building DOWN with me.

If I go, I’m at peace. I brought the entertainment and I did my best job fighting to stay.

If I stay, I’m gonna continue to reign hell on these skeevy sluts.

It’s gonna be an uphill crawl from here on out, but at least I’ll look damn good doing it

After this long ass day, I need a stiff drink and a stiff dick. And a steak

I did everything I could yall. Next time I’m keeping my trap shut FOREAL this time lmfao. During fucking BBA I was too good at it and Mari overshadowed me smh. A bitch really cannot find the happy medium

I think I’m a goner. Especially after my blow up. But I was already a goner before my blow up so I may not have helped my case, but I certainly didn’t hurt it anymore than these bitches already have. Oh well. I know where I went wrong and I can just do better next time. There’s always a next time. This could very well be my last DR, so I might as well make it count.

Here’s my In Case of Eviction speech so I can just copy/paste it later today :

Welp. I’m not surprised whatsoever considering my blow up last night but I was already a dead girl walking so at least a bitch went out with a bang Hosts, thank you so much for having me - I have so much love for each of you and I hope I brought the entertainment, even if I didn’t take home the crown. Thomasin, I’m honored to be evicted next to a manipulative strategic queen and I applaud your hard work in this game - clearly, it paid off.

Kia, Carrie - y’all didn’t really give much but y’all are nice. Although keeping someone who wants to be evicted bc they don’t have time for the game is lazy and it’s a disservice to the hosts and to the game. But some of yall kinda suck at this game, so it makes sense that y’all wanna keep someone who will do nothing over someone who wouldnt hesitate to take y’all out - I really wouldn’t wanna go against a bitch like me either.

Tree, you’re a complete and utter moron. I’ve had your back the entire game but you’re so small minded that you’ll believe any lie anybody tells you (which btw, Thomasin admitted it was all lies, in case you didn’t read it). I’ve had your back and all you’ve done is rat me out, be fake to me, talk shit on me and plot against me. & I literally peeped your identity bc you suck at hiding it, with your boring monotone ass. Trust me when I say I will never trust you in another game ever again lmfao.

Penelope, you’re obviously aligned with everyone. You’re not playing both sides very well bc everyone can see it and several people have pointed it out to me. You made an alliance with me last week and then backstabbed me - you put up the house targets (who weren’t even coming after you) because you don’t wanna show your hand. I wouldn’t be surprised if you had alliances with Thomasin and Sheila too. Your strategy is easy to clock, you’re over aligned, you make dumb moves and you fucking suck at this game. You and Tree can have each other.

Sidney you’re fake and pussy as fuck. I gave you every opportunity to be honest about your vote and you chose to lie bc you’re a coward who’s incapable of owning their shit. Do not trust this girl. She’ll twist your words and actions to make you look like a crazy person and then act fake nice to your face. It’s disgusting. Well played, tho.

Clear, Samara, Mindy, Tatum, Sheila, Luba - y’all are cool.

I’ve had fun playing but a lot of you bitches are very fake and you’re not even very good at it. But whether you’re real as fuck or fake as fuck, they’ll always find any excuse they can to target you. So a lot of y’all should be sleeping very scared bc there’s a lot of rats, snakes, liars and fake ass bitches in this house. Can’t wait to see who gets a knife in their back next. Sweet dreams bitches, xoxo. Nancy OUT.

P.S. I told my boyfriend Freddy to haunt yalls dreams so rest up girls

GUESS WHO LIVED TO SEE ANOTHER DAY YALL AHHHHHHHHHH!!!! SO HAPPY I STAYED AND THAT ALL THAT ^^^ WASNT MY LAST DR EVER

I knew it wasn’t my fucking time to go LMAO. I still have waaaay too much havoc to wreak upon this house. A lot of these rats should be sweating bc I’m no longer playing very nice. Calculated, yes. Cool, calm, collected - yes. But nice? Not at all.

To paraphrase a quote from Thee Daniele Donato - if these girls were scared of me before, now, they better really be scared of me.

QUEEN STAYS QUEEN

fuck dani donato tho

Lmao fuck her run on BB22 but she was a legend on BB13 and I stand by that

I hope y’all are proud of me

always proud of you

Penelope hardcore suckin on my titty as if she didn’t just nominate me and try to get me evicted. Girl did you bathe in windex ?? bc I can see right through you 🤨

YEEEEES I FUCKING KNEW IT WAS THE WRITING COMP!!!! THIS IS MINE TO WIN YALL, I DID IT ONCE AND I’LL SURE AS HELL DO IT AGAIN

Y’all can call me Paul Bunyan bc I’m about to chop this tree the FUCK down

From the bottom of the bottom to the tippity fucking top, THAT is how you pull off a comeback this house has no idea what’s about to hit it - it’s about fucking time somebody redrew the lines in here and I’m honored to be the one who gets to do it